A mother's touch.

His care towards his mother,
Has open my mind to different angles of point of view,
I have just notice,
How caring can a mother be,
For all the time i have doubted her,
Hate,despise and cursing is the only feeling i have towards her,
He feed her with such care and kindness in his actions,
As the moment carry on the more i witnessed and the more i think,
They may not see it but,
The inside of me is crying as heavy as the clouds's could storm,
On the outside is what remains of me no difference than a stone inside and out,
Time is short on her side,
Do i have enough time to get her to forgive my sins,
I changed after this and another tear breaking moment in my life,
My point of view towards my own mother,
I may not be able to say it in front of you,
But i still love you no matter how much you scold me from now on,
I may hate you but within it there more love where hate comes from,
I will change and be a better man for the sake of my family,
This is not a promise but an oath that i made to myself.

Appreciate.

The hazel blue azure skies,
Staring blankly into it,
The stars glimmers in the vast dark sky,
Such a lovely view by the lakeside,
Under a full moon,

Understanding one's presence,
Whether they're here or not,
Humans are such demanding creature's,
Demanding more than a spoon can carry,

Fragile when one have left them,
Regretting looking your own face in the mirror,
Silhouette of one's shadow,
Pointless looking back now,

Continue life as it is,
Life is a game,
Where not one choice is only availible,
Multiple choices are there,
The correct choices that you make only matters,

Appreciate what you have and what you are given,
Not everyone is born in a silver spoon,
Do not walk the same path as other's who never realise it sooner,
Remember,Appreciate those who are already there for you,
You will regret it sooner or later.

Delusion

I have longed to yearn this,
Searching throughout my days,
Searching,
Venturing myself into a state of no return,
There is no space for regret now,
Trap in this eternal delusion.

A strong sense of narcissism,
There's always someone better,
yes,better,
I just have gone through this countless of times,
How people come and go for me,
It shows that,
Everything is a fact,
yes a fact,everything that you have said to me,
Records keep coming and and being broken every year,
What does that prove,
Everything come and in this world,
Nothing stays.

i've got to stand strong,
It may be sad,
But, everything can be solved... ,
Yes solved... by just... ,
A smile

I must thank you for the times you have been with me,
tears roll down on my cheeks as i think of it,
How i wish things in this world doesn't just,
Goes off my grasp like that.

You,

From the first day we met we set each other aside,
Through time we got to know each other,
Throughout the time's that we have spent together,
You have changed my life more than anyone else

You showed me how its like to care for another with such passioned care and gentleness,
You have opened my eyes on how beautiful life could be,
Your presence of life is just as important as mine,
The very moment you leave by my side my heart plunge into great sadness
Moments that i cherish,treasured and died,
The memories we share has become a part of us,
All these time we have been carrying each others part of life,
When destiny crosses our path may we see each other again,

Misery,

A scar within my inner chamber,
Could it be mend through time,
A raging beast within me,
Could anyone tame it,

There are times that things won't turn out on how we want it,
Nothing but a mere illusion being played within our petty minds,
Promises are mean't to be broken,
A struggle between an oath and one's desire,
Being left for one's own purpose,
Am i being fooled by my own shadows,
Have my existance in this world brings nothing but so much pain and misery,
I am just a phantom lost in this world

Lost,

I traced back upon my footsteps,
Traces of memories with full of fortune and unfortunate events,
Friends,families and cherished ones,
You have always been supporting my back,
From the very day I start my journey throughout this untamed world,
Fear,
I have always feared what lies ahead of me,
But you were there for me,
My malicious,selfish,dishonorable acts,
Even so you accept for who I am,
When i fall,
There’s always two wide arms to catch my fall,
Words are just not enough to thank you all,
I thought that I could never find someone close to me,
And willing to sacrifice their precious time to lend an ear,
You were all just in front of me,
I've never take some time and think of it,
Clusters of clouds covering my path,
Blinding my eyes and my mind,
My paths sealed from where I’m standing,
But,
There’s a touch,
A touch of hope from your warm hands,
Cleared the doubts in my mind and the clouds standing in my path,
Your touch it gives me a soothing feeling,
The feeling that calms down my heart and the waves of my blood,
I always wanted to thank you all for being the ones standing for me in my life,
From the very genesis of my days as a young lad,
Till the day i have grown matured to face the world,
I tried and tried again,
The words couldn’t come out of my mouth,
I'm a coward running away from you all,
Just because i cant tell it out what I’m feeling,
The moment you look me in the eyes,
Your sweet little smile you put on your face,
I don’t want to lose every single on of you,
I'm sorry that i have done something wrong and hurt your feelings,
I'm truly sorry for my existence if I have troubled you all,
I'm sorry,
I just can’t lose anyone of you,
You are my roots to my supply of life,
For that I’m truly thankful for every single one of you,
Who are still willing to stay by my foolish side,
For whom I am,
And for whom you truly are,
The words that I want to get out from my stubborn throat is just,
Thank you,
Thank you,
Thank you,
My friends,families and the ones I cherish,
I wouldn’t want to lose you even if it’s an exchange of,
A life for a life,
You will all be trasured,cherished and blessed with rains of love.

Friends

I reside in the dark,
The glimpse of hope seem impossible beyond my grasp,
The eerie feeling surrounding the vast atmosphere,
Stranded on the entrance of babylons gate

I have sheath my will from my undying sorrow,
I have give it with all my heart to escape this sorrow,
Fate,it isn't always there when you wish for it,
Paradise,does it exist or its just a mere illusion in my eyes

Shadows appeared upon my sight,
You all gave me hope upon living on my dreadful days,
You have turned me over a new leaf,
Thou i shan't forget your deeds

Friends i cant live without you the times we spent together,
Tears rolled down to my cheeks reflecting the times we had,
Memories that i cherish,lives on and finally dies within the roots of this world,
My friends i wont forget all of you,
I'm glad that i meet you all may we be friends again in our next life

Thank you,all of you for being the guardians of my heart and a true friend...

Mirage

Your lips are as red as the roses in a crimson red field of roses,
Your skin is as fair as a field covered with a blanket of snow,
You have eye's of a thousand angel's,
You have the looks of a beautifull goddess under the dazzling moonlight,

No matter how far apart we are,
My heart will venture by it's own will to find it's will to live,
The will to live lies within it's loved one,
How far it may seem to others we will always betogether regardless of distance as,
We have each other to care of,

I kept an oath on the day i look up on your angelic looks,
I promised that i will be together with you on that day onward,
I will protect you with all my might till the day of apocolypse arrives,
I wont let any lingering soul's out there to set a mark on your skin,
Mark my final words as i will keep them till the day i die,

My one and only will that give's me strengh and allow's me to live on further,
I will not change my mind as my heart is already binded within her's,
All i only wish is just to be,
Together with you,
Till the day i perish from this cruel world,
Able to gaze deeply within your lovely hazel brown eye's,